And so

I've been delinquent on my postings, much apologies. Juggling a teething baby and a new job is a tough feat, one that I'm struggling to cope with due to lack of sleep and long working hours. Life isn't all too pleasant right now, but I'll learn to be positive and see the light at the end of this freaking long tunnel.

Many milestones achieved for little Lucas. He has conquered the art of standing on his own and cruising whilst holding onto something and he can transition from lying down to a sitting position and vice versa with much ease. He's also trying very hard to mouth certain words but have so far succeeded in "hi", the letter "A" and "Maaaa", the last being my favourite of course. 

It's a bittersweet feeling, going back to work. Being paid well is one thing but I lose out on watching him transition from being a baby to a toddler. I suppose I should still take comfort in the fact that he sticks to me like glue whenever I'm around and that bond has somehow strengthened because he doesn't see me around in the day anymore. Full on Mummy's guilt. 

Practicing for NS

"Mummy look! I can make a lot of loud noises!"

This little guy has taken a interest to walking and standing. He stands up all the time and tries very hard to walk from one point to the other, sometimes to the extent of letting go too early and falling on us.

"Lelong Lelong... 3 for $10!"

"Eh why cannot move one? Who's messing with my car?"

Placed him on the NTuC trolley for the first time and he was sooo excited. Why can't adults be as easily satisfied with life?

"Yay Mummy, let's buy everything!"

"Ok, no need just check me out!" :)

We are contemplating signing him up for some classes like Gymboree or whatnots. We thought it'll be fun for him to play with other children. Any suggestions? 

My little munchkin, you're growing up too quickly!!  :(

A new job, and a new beginning

The past 3 weeks has been a whirlwind. I got a spanking new job which I'm pretty excited about. Nothing is more crappy than a deadend job with no career progression. So now that that part of my life is dead and buried, I'm hoping to focus on new beginnings and exciting new challenges!

That being said, certain sacrifices has to be made. I remembered the first day I kissed Lucas goodbye in the early hours of the morning as Daddy Chua whisk him off to my Mum's. I felt heartstrings tug as he clung to his dad and gazed at me with sleepy and confused eyes. I felt such guilt that I almost cried. I miss our mid-morning cuddles in bed and waking up to his sticky little hands all over my face. Those moments are only limited to weekends now, and there's not a lot of time to do that either, because coming home at 9pm every night means having a truckload of chores to do over the weekend. And before you know it, the weekend is over and everything starts all over. 

While at work, I worry about his food intake, his learning progression, am not sure if he will face abandonment issues or thinks that his mummy doesn't love him anymore. Sometimes when I come back home and he greets me with a sullen face, I'm guilted to believe that he's angry with me.

Yes, I know I think too much and that these are unnecessary guilty worries. Any mummies out there who feel the same way?

So, I make it a point to spend at least 30 mins every day to bond with him. I'll nurse him, talk to him, listen to his goos and gaas, read to him or just smoother him with kisses till he squeals. Children grow up too quickly, and I know there will come a day when he will refuse my kisses and struggle to break free from my bear hugs. 

In the meantime, I know I have to do what I have to do. I'm fortunate enough to have my mum look after him so I need not place him in IFC. So I'll just have to grit my teeth and believe that he understands that I'm doing this for him as well. 

To all brave working mummies, I think we all deserve a huge commendation. Let's push on!

TGIF everybody! ^^

Happenings

So proud of my little munchkin, after days of grunting and lunging, he finally learnt how to crawl! We tried to put toys out of his reach and he promptly maneuvered his way towards them and reached out with his little hand to grab it. *tears up*

Time is flying by too quickly. Why is my baby growing up so quickly?

We brought him down for 3rd dose of 5-in-1 immunization last week and he was down with a mild case of fever. So we fed him some paracetamol and patched his little forehead. He woke up early on Father's Day all bright and cheery. Really proud of my little trooper :) 

We head on over to Orchard Hotel for a high tea Father's Day celebration with my parents. Happy 1st Father's Day Daddy Chua! Thanks for being an awesome dad to Lucas and a great partner in this parenthood journey!

So much is happening for the 2nd half of the year. A major turning point in my career, our first family trip and Lucas's 1 year old birthday party which I'm already starting to plan. I'm sooo looking forward to the rest of 2015! It's gonna be a blast! :)

I can reach it.... I can reeeachhh it!!

Mummy why is there a plaster on my forehead?

I love my Daddy!

Happy Father's Day!

Blender fun!

Freshly made pumpkin and carrot purée! I love the Phillip Blender Steamer! Best $159 spent!!

Tasty blended goodness!

All cooled and ready to be frozen!

I hope Lucas likes it!!

Yet another milestone today. My little munchkin can do a sit-up! We just grabbed his fingers and he hurled himself up into a sitting position! Well done my little one! *eyes glistening from proud mummy moment*

Baby buys

I contemplated if I should start the inevitable toy buying phase because it's a slippery slope to accumulating more baby stuff and turning our pristine home into a full blown childcare centre. But as I see poor Lucas waddling on his mat, chewing on the legs of his soft toys, I felt my heartstrings tug and decided to invest in some "educational" toys for him. 

The Early Learning Centre sale could not have come at a better time. Storewide 50% had me really excited. I remember how Ferragamo sales got the pre-mummy me all hyped up. Never would I have imagined that children toys can have the same impact on me.

These are what I picked up for Lucas. We went to the Seletar Mall branch and found it packed with young parents. 

Total damage, $208 down from $416. Our purchases got hubby and I really excited! We might have more fun with them than Lucas! I'll probably keep the 2 larger ones for when he's able to stand.

My 'studious' baby

While we're at it, I've decided to get some colourful books to read to him as well. I doubt he knows what they are but I'm hoping that the colours will entice him! And it gives me something to read to him as well!

Lucas seems to be biting everything in sight, which may be due to itchy guns. Hence, I got him his first ever girlfriend, Sophie! So far, they seem to hit it off pretty well! ^^

My new girlfriends!

"Noms..."

My iherb purchases arrived! Since Lucas is now 6 months old, it's time to bid "free food" adieu and welcome the myraid of puréed food and cereal. The bulk you see here is mostly for outdoor feeds. I think it's better for babies to eat home prepared food because honestly, how can jars of baby food that expires in 6 months ever be "preservatives-free"?

PS: Tried and tested the munchkin spoons. Love love them! Makes feeding so much easier! 

On the other hand, Lucas prefers puréed food to rice cereal. I got this Gerber one from iherb because it's made in the US. Nestle Cerelac (commonly found in NTUC) is made in Malaysia. This is purely personal preference, not because I think Nestle Cerelac is bad. I've read that babies do not usually like rice cereal. I think I'll have to resort to more coaxing in the meantime.


To get $10 off your first iherb purchase (min $40) or $5 off for purchases less than $40, feel free to use the code GUJ608!

That's all the damage done for now! Mummy needs to go earn more moolah now :(

My little mischievous one

Motherhood is kicking my ass.
Lucas has now mastered the concept of flipping and is now constantly rolling around with no sense of where he wants to go.

Once, I went to the restroom and came back to an empty playmat. After 3 seconds of sheer panic, I found him crouched under the TV console. Then there was another time when he almost made it under the sofa. Almost.

"Shucks Mummy, you caught me..."

He also finds flipping in small confined spaces entertaining. How he manages it baffles me. "Sheer determination," says his Daddy. I couldn't agree more.

"Easy peasy, no challenge!"

Dealing with an overzealous baby plus examinations every week is no mean feat. All these coupled with me mopping around savouring the last week of my twenties. I fear I may be having a mid-life crisis.

Mummy needs a spa day badly.

On a brighter note, Lucas has learnt how to say the word "Mama". A proud day for any Mummy. At least that's what I think he said. But he seems to only call out "Mama" when he's feeling really miserable. Either way, I'm not complaining. :)



I'm a lucky gal :)

I had husbo cook us some yummy beer battered fish and chips last weekend with truffle cheese pasta and clam chowder. Oh my yummmeh... Nothing like some happy fried food to bid the long weekend farewell.

Keeping my fingers crossed on the most dreaded paper of my existence next week. Pass it I shall! 

Baby buys and updates

new toy!

Picked this little gadget up at the Phillip carnival sale yesterday because Lucas is starting solids next month. $159 with free bolster and pillow, avent beginner eating set, thermal carrier and sipper cup! Am really excited about introducing him to normal food! But this will also mean more logistics when we head on out. 

"Daddy I can feel your perspiration..."

We've also started baby wearing. Most of the time he looks pretty comfy with Daddy Chua but Singapore's weather is not too baby wearing friendly. An hour walkabout will result in perspiration soaked shirts for the 2 men in my house. Poor things... Our carrier of choice is the Todbi 3D-Style Plus which we are absolutely loving because Lucas can sit comfortably on the hipseat and there'll be no additional pressure on his groin.

New addiction!

Had our first "sanum" experience on Saturday and OMG I'm dying for more! Stupid overpriced yogurt with the sinful toppings. I contemplated reproducing this myself to save money but I succumbed to the queue because the thought of buying over 8 ingredients to make this made me cringe. 

Hair growing potion

I recently won a bottle of this hair lotion from a contest held over at a fellow mummy's blog and have since applied it religiously to Lucas's balding head in an attempt to make his hair grow. Lucas's hair has been shedding since he was 3 months old because we chose not to shave his head after the first month. Over the past 2 months, I was disturbed by the amount of hair I was sweeping up from his cot, his day rocker and at the bottom of his shower tub. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this lotion (which smells amazing by the way) works! 

Many exciting things coming up for the rest of the year, starting with my big 3 celebration. Am so not looking forward to it!