战利品!

Loots from the hubby from his trip to Korea! Felt bad coz only 3 items are his. >.<

Saranghae! 

Yippee! ( ⌒o⌒)人(⌒-⌒ )v

Will do a review soon on the individual items on my beauty blog. Stay tuned!

Armchairs

There's nothing I like better than a super comfy armchair at the corner of my bedroom. My current room is too teeny for that because I needed a desk for my study table from way back when. But this situation's gonna change when my new house comes!

I can just imagine, curled up on the chair with a hot cuppa and a romantic novel. Ahh... Bliss. 

Saw this last weekend and fell in love with it. 

These few are absolutely dreamy too!

I know right, this is the blah-est of the lot. But I always make sure I take a seat on it during my visits to Ikea. Oh... heavenly!

 

Yummy Italian

Amici is fast becoming one of my favorite Italian joints in town.

Went there for a meal with my gals one night which turned out to be an awesome bachelorette's party. Brought hubs back there for a meal recently after raving about it for months. 

He now loves it too. But the waiting time is crap... I was on the verge of fainting from hunger by the time my food arrives. But the meal was really yummy, definitely be back for more! :)

In other news, may get some exciting news by the end of the week. Fingers crossed! 

Sometimes

Life isn't fair. 

Sometimes, the people who have been doing the right things and walking the right paths get stuck in the most horrid of circumstances out of no fault of their own. 

Times like these you know you've gotten screwed over.

I feel deceived, hurt, confused and indignant for being berated and maligned about something that deviated from the supposed plan and somehow along the way, the fault was shifted to me for not being flexible and understanding enough. But just how much deceit can one person take? 

I'm exhausted, drained of my reserves. I feel as though I'm fighting a losing battle and along the way, valuable ammunition such as my patience and my sanity is lost. I'm currently scrapping the bottom of the barrel for what's left of my dignity.

Sometimes, I close my eyes in the dead of the those sleepless nights and thought about what could have been and what I've lost. Then my head starts to hurt when I think about the person who caused my misery and my fury starts to build. I may not be able to change what has happened, but I'm certainly not willing to give up my right without a fight.  

But in doing so, I'm causing hurt to the one I love the most. And I'm torn, so torn that I don't know what to do. 

All I can say right now is, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for causing you so much grievance and giving you additional burden to bear. I'm sorry for being stubborn in believing that we deserve so much more than the shit we are constantly getting from she-who-shall-not-be-named. I'm sorry if I've created a bigger mess than what we started with. But I'm not sorry for fighting back because I refuse to get guilted into believing I've done anything wrong.

My dream right now is simple. To have peace and promises kept. My ultimate goal is still to build a home and a family of our own, whatever and however long it takes. The witch be damned, may she get what she deserves when the time comes. 

Je vous aime toujours ma chérie. 

What transpired over the weekend

The annual 'go straight' event. 

Ah... Blissfully lighter locks. Perfect for this horrid sunny weather we've been having.